Gold teeth and a curse for this town

I have no idea why I'm so tired today...seeing as how I slept for 9 hours (since my bosses are out for the holiday, I took it upon myself to sleep in a little). This morning, I continued the tradition of eating breakfast (it is the most important meal of the day) and instead of watching the news, I checked out the Olsen's "So Little Time" on Fox Family. I'm sorry to say, this wasn't the first time I've seen it. Tween shows are an addiction of mine.

This guy is awesome. It's like, he's so sensitive, but yet such an a**hole at the same time.

Ben Affleck will replace Clinton as the host for the season premier of SNL. Ben may not be the best actor (to put it nicely) but he's pretty hilarious on the show. Ex: In his opening monologue last season, he had T-shirts reading "Boprah" and "Mary Kate and Ashfleck" making fun of the whole "Bennifer" hoopla. Also, hilarious skit about the making of "Gigli" in which a retarded extra (Fred Armisen) said, "Ben, I don't think this movie's gonna work." In case you missed it...

Last night I realized (I like to "realize" things a lot) that I don't like a lot of people. Frankly, a majority of people out there make me feel uncomfortable. I went to this bar last night where my friend Brad was having a mixer (insert finger into throat in a gagging motion) w/ two of his friends and I found myself talking only to the people I came w/ and actually fearing the thought of having to make small talk w/ anyone else. I'm not always like this. I just really don't want to have forced conversation. I want to meet people w/ whom I can talk freely w/o worrying if I'm going to say something weird or inappropriate or what have you. These were not those people....I could tell just by looking at them that we didn't have the same sense of humor. And somehow, they made me feel "less than"...as if I weren't pretty enough or smart enough or up to their level. Why should I let total strangers let me feel this way? I can say this about myself (this is me being positive)- if I go to a party w/ people who I would consider "fun" I will almost always walk away w/ a new friend as well as having talked to a lot of strangers (and enjoyed it). I guess I just can't operate outside of my element. And this is something I need to learn to do, if for anything, to elimate some of my insecurities. And so I can stop feeling so f*cking awkward.
On a side note: Kyle from "The Real World: Chicago" was there last night. He seemed like an a**hole.
R.